Chapter 9: Sacrament of Wilderness/Krysaalis

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CHAPTER IX

 

SACRAMENT OF WILDERNESS

 

K R Y S A A L I S


Sea Wolf, the Eleysian Strait, near Alfirhavn
Nixennis, First of the Retreat, 5th Circle of Arc 120, 1081 AV

 

To love is to divide the weight. To lead is to swallow the poison so the body may survive. We do not heal the world by erasing the pain; we heal it by agreeing to carry the share that is too heavy for another.

 

— Excerpt from Anguish of the Heart, First Book of the Revelations from the Lost Soul

 

The guest cabin smelled of lavender oil and misery.

It was a small, wood-paneled box that pitched and rolled with a violence that felt personal. To Krysaalis, the motion of the Sea Wolf was a rhythmic lullaby, a fluid song of wind and water that felt a kind of kinship with the forests of her youth. But to Lirynel Torryaenen, it was a relentless, chaotic assault.

Krysaalis sat on a small stool bolted to the floor, watching her guardian.

Lirynel lay on the narrow bunk, her body a spring that had gone slack. The warrior who once stood as the “shield” of the royal shalarra in Ciermanuinn—not as a matriarch, but as the young, resilient outer layer hardened early by the reclusive Wardens—was now undone by the simple, unyielding pitch of the hull.

"I have faced shadow dragons," Lirynel rasped, her voice a jagged thread of its former self. She spoke in Vesprian Shandri, the vowels fluid and familiar, though they lacked their usual melody. She clutched the edge of the bunk, her knuckles white. "I held the perimeter at Torryaen’s Tears while the world burned to shadow. Why does the water defeat me?"

Krysaalis knelt beside her. The deck shifted beneath her knees, demanding a constant, instinctive adjustment of her own internal balance. She reached out, placing a hand over Lirynel’s sternum.

Through the thin fabric of the green and gold-bordered tabard, Krysaalis could feel the discordant thrumming of her friend’s spirit. It was a fractured, grey rhythm; a static that moved in opposition to the swaying ship. Here, suspended over the abyssal depth of the Eleysian Strait, surrounded by the chaotic fluid dynamics of the waves, her spirit was stuttering.

"The ear is a delicate instrument, Liryn," Krysaalis murmured, keeping her tone soft and intimate, slipping easily into the shared tongue of their home. "It seeks the horizon. And today, the horizon is a liar."

"Then kill me," Lirynel groaned, turning her face into the pillow. "It would be a kindness."

"I have a better idea."

Krysaalis closed her eyes. Internally, she visualized the infinite electrical arcs of her own biology—a chained network of lightning that defined all living things. But to bridge the gap between her circuit and Lirynel's, she needed a medium strong enough to carry the current of her Intent.

She began to sing. It was a soft Vesprian cradle-song, a melody she knew well enough to perform without thinking. She poured her desperate care into the notes, using the passion of the song as the wire to fuse their disparate rhythms into a single, closed loop.

Through the arc of the melody, she seized the cold tackiness of the sickness and pulled.

Give it to me.

The transfer was immediate and violent. It did not flow like water; it snapped like a static shock. The grey vibration surged out of Lirynel’s chest and lashed back to Krysaalis’s stomach with the force of a physical punch.

Krysaalis gasped. The smell of lavender instantly turned sickly and rancid. The taste of copper and bile flooded the back of her throat. The room spun, sending the floor tilting to impossible angles.

Lirynel’s eyes flew open. She took a deep, shuddering breath—the first clear breath the Acolyte had heard since they moved into open water.

"Krysaalis?" Lirynel sat up, the color rushing back into her cheeks. "What did you do?"

Krysaalis gripped the edge of the bunk, her skin taking on the pallor of old parchment. She swallowed hard, forcing the bile back down.

"I am… merely balancing the equation," she whispered carefully, though the fluid Vesprian words felt thick and heavy on her tongue now.

She stumbled backward, fumbling for the latch. She needed air. She needed the shining warmth of Elos.

"You took it," Lirynel accused, swinging her legs over the side of the bed. "You foolish girl. You cannot just steal the weight like that. Give it back!"

"No," Krysaalis managed to say, backing toward the door. "You are the shield, Liryn. You must be firm. I am... I am just the passenger."

She turned and clawed blindly for the latch. The brass felt cold and slippery under her sweating palm.

"Krysaalis!" Lirynel stood up, reaching for her.

"I need the sun," Krysaalis choked out.

She threw the door open and stumbled out of the cabin onto the main deck. The air was briny, but the shadow of the superstructure lay heavy here. She needed the unblocked sky. She scrambled up the companionway ladder toward the raised foredeck.

She had bought her guardian’s peace. Now, she had to pay the price.

She gasped as the cold wind hit her face. The air on the foredeck did not smell of the ocean. It smelled of vinegar and a chemist's accident, doing nothing to aid the hollowness in her gut. The sickness she had pulled from Lirynel was a physical load now—a wet, heavy clay filling her stomach, sloshing violently against the walls of her physiology.

She stumbled toward the rail, seeking the sun, but her path was blocked by a mountain of living geology.

Ghal'Kor crouched beside the starboard chase gun. He was a Klash-kal, a being hewn from the sentient Stone People of Bodan. His skin was a mosaic of lavender-grey crystalline plates that shifted and ground together with the soft sound of shifting gravel. He did not look up as she approached; the Stone People moved on a timescale that made human panic seem trivial.

Krysaalis paused, leaning against the bulwark to steady herself. Her eyes fell upon the weapon he was tending.

It was a long, tapered tube of cold, cast iron, painted a matte black to drink the light. But at the muzzle, where the metal ended, she saw the truth of its construction. The inner liner was not iron, but a thin sleeve that looked like a silver-platinum alloy marred by faint, smokey-black striations.

Ghal'Kor was running a rag soaked in a pungent, clear oil along the chase. The sharp smell drifting off the metal made her eyes water—a stinging mix of ammonia and the sharp, electric tang of seared air.

Sublimation, Krysaalis realized, her scholar’s mind cataloging the reaction even through the nausea. She instantly knew the residue on the rag was the ash of something that had burned hotter than fire. To see such a volatile, earth-rending weapon bolted to the wooden deck of a ship felt like chaining a falling boulder to a kite.

Ghal'Kor paused. He turned his heavy, angular head toward her. His eyes were unblinking facets of pure, ancient obsidian. She felt the heavy, geological weight of his gaze drag across her pale, sweating face, lingering on the hands she had clamped desperately against her stomach.

He nodded once—a slow, tectonic dip of the chin. To Krysaalis, it felt like an acknowledgment; the quiet solidarity of one who understood the physical weight of things carried.

Krysaalis stumbled past him to a patch of unobstructed deck where the morning sun beat down on the tarred planks. She collapsed onto the wood, falling to her knees, and turned her face upward.

She did not pray. The sickness was too loud for prayer. She required a cauterization.

She reached out with her Intent, bypassing the visual spectrum of the light and grabbing hold of the thermal radiation—the raw, infrared heat of Elos. She visualized the pores of her skin opening.

Burn it out, she commanded.

She pulled the heat into her blood.

It was not a gentle warming. It was a collision. The sun’s energy flooded her system, slamming into the cold, wet nausea in her gut like a hot iron dropped into water.

Krysaalis gasped, her back arching. Sweat broke out instantly across her forehead and neck. Steam actually rose from her damp tunic, wisps of white vapor curling into the cold air as the moisture on her skin boiled away. She did not shiver; she convulsed, her teeth chattering as her body became a furnace.

One heartbeat of agony. Two. Three.

The focused heat made the wet clay in her stomach dry up and flake away. The heavy bass line of the sickness faded, burned into silence by the warmth of solar renewal.

Krysaalis slumped forward, catching herself on her hands. She retched once, dry and empty, expelling the last of the dissonance.

She inhaled. The air was sharp again. The mist had burned off. The copper taste in her mouth was gone, replaced by the clean, sterile taste of ozone.

She wiped the sweat from her brow with the back of her hand. She felt hollowed out, scoured clean, and light.

She turned her head.

High above her, on the quarterdeck, Talathis Dawntreader stood at the helm. He was not looking at the horizon, she noticed. He was looking down at the foredeck.

He stood with his hands resting lightly on the wheel, his body swaying in perfect sync with the ship. He was watching her. He must have seen the stumble, the collapse, and the steam rising from her skin.

He did not look concerned. He looked attentive. He watched her the way a pilot watches a shuddering mainmast finally lock into the groove of the wind—not with anxiety, but with the quiet satisfaction of a restored equilibrium.

Krysaalis straightened her spine. She offered him a small, tired nod, standing slowly.

Talathis lifted one hand from the wheel—a brief, acknowledging salute—and turned his eyes back to the water. The friction was gone. The ship could proceed.

 

 

By midday, the Sea Wolf had turned from a collection of wood and canvas and had become a single, coherent projectile.

The ship had settled into "The Hum." It was a sound Krysaalis felt in her teeth before she heard it with her ears—a low, resonant vibration that traveled down the vertical runs of copper-laced rigging and into the keel. The air around the mainmast felt thick, charged with a static electricity that made the hair on her arms stand up. It was the sound of the wind not just hitting the sails, but being pulled through them.

Krysaalis stood at the taffrail of the quarterdeck. She had changed into her heavy woolen cloak, ensuring the clasp at her throat was secure. She was no longer the sick girl on the deck; she was the Envoy of the Golden Tower, and she had a role to perform.

She turned her gaze to the helm.

Talathis Dawntreader stood at the binnacle. He held the wheel with the grip of a swordsman holding a balanced blade, waiting for the resistance. His eyes flicked rhythmically between the horizon, the luff of the mainsail, and the chart table bolted to the deck beside him.

Krysaalis approached him. She moved with the careful, deliberate calculation of someone navigating a shifting fault line, timing her steps to the rhythmic roll of the deck.

"You navigate by the parchment, Master Dawntreader?" she asked.

She pitched her voice to cut through the wind, the syllables heavy and exact. It was the formal, archaic cadence of High Therysian—the only dialect she knew. The stiffness of the translation formed a natural barrier; it was less a language and more a wall of protocol.

Talathis glanced at her without turning his head. His eyes looked like little pools into the deep ocean—grey-blue and utterly devoid of the romanticism she saw in the poets of the court.

"The chart is history," Talathis said, his voice flat. He tapped a calloused finger on the heavy vellum pinned to the table. "The water is now. The ink warns of a shoal near here at ten fathoms. But I can feel the current against the hull pressing hard to the north-north-west."

He turned the wheel two spokes to starboard. The motion was not a reaction, but a prediction. Three seconds later, a heavy swell struck the port bow. Because the ship had already leaned into the turn, the wave did not slam against the wood; it slid beneath the keel, lifting the vessel effortlessly. As the deck dropped away, Krysaalis’s own stomach gave a phantom lurch—a sudden, empathetic echo of the wet clay she had burned out of herself. Somewhere in the dark below, Lirynel was suffering through this exact plunge.

"The sand moves under the waves," Talathis continued, watching the bow rise. "If I sailed only by the drawing, we would be aground."

"It is a conversation, then," Krysaalis observed. "Between the intent of the scribe and the reality of the sea."

"It is an argument," Talathis corrected. "And the sea always wins the debate. My job is to make sure we don’t become the point."

Krysaalis looked at the chart. It was weighted down by heavy brass pucks. She traced a gloved finger through the Eleysian Strait and into the expanse of open water north of the designated shipping lanes—north of Aille.

"And regarding our current trajectory," she said, ensuring her tone remained inquisitive but coolly academic. "Does this vector provide adequate security against... interception? I have reviewed the maritime reports regarding the Picaroons."

Talathis froze.

His hands stopped their micro-adjustments on the wheel. He turned his head slowly to look at her. The wind seemed to drop, the silence between them sudden and heavy.

"Picaroons?" he repeated.

He said the word with a flat, incredulous intonation. To him, it sounded like she had asked about nursery rhyme monsters.

"The maritime bandits," Krysaalis clarified, forcing a light, naive tone into her voice. She raised her chin, deploying the Court Mask. "I understand they utilize these trade routes to solicit tolls."

"My Lady," Talathis said, his voice dropping, losing all warmth. "Picaroons are desperate men in fishing boats who want your cargo. We are not hunting Picaroons."

He gestured with a sharp jerk of his chin toward the main deck below, where Ghal'Kor was securing the tarp over the chase gun on the bow.

"We are hunting Stornir."

The name hit Krysaalis like a physical blow. Stornir.

Internally, the mask shattered. The smell of the salt air vanished, replaced instantly by the memory of Ciermanuinn—the scent of burning cedar and the scream of the refugees pressed around her.

But outwardly, she did not flinch.

"Stornir," she repeated, forming the syllables carefully. "The northern raiders. Yes, I suppose that is the proper taxonomic designation."

"They aren't raiders," Talathis said, leaning closer. His intensity broke the invisible barrier of protocol. "They don't want your gold, Lady Krysaalis. They want your heat. They skin men alive to see if their souls are flammable. If we see a sail today, it won't be a transaction. It will be an execution."

Krysaalis looked at him. In the set of his jaw and the darkness of his eyes, she saw the truth: he was not posturing. He was a man who had seen the aftermath.

"Then it is fortunate," she said coolly, smoothing the front of her cloak, "that this vessel is equipped with such... aggressive instrumentation."

"Teeth are useless if the—"

"Checking the lad's math, My Lady?"

The booming voice shattered the tension like a hammer strike against an anvil. Talathis snapped his mouth shut, his posture stiffening instantly into attention. The fluid grace of the pilot vanished, replaced by the rigid tension of the subordinate.

Cedrik Dawntreader stepped onto the quarterdeck. He was a heavy man, built like a siege tower. He stepped physically between them, his broad shoulders blocking the wind and casting a shadow that severed their conversation.

"Captain," Krysaalis said, offering a shallow, precise bow.

"He's a pilot, My Lady, not a courtier," Cedrik said. He did not look at his son. "If you distract him, he’ll put us on a rock and claim the wind changed."

"He was merely elucidating the nature of the Stornir threat," Krysaalis said.

Cedrik’s eyes flicked to Talathis, cold and dismissive. "Was he? He has a habit of speaking out of turn. But since you are discussing the enemy... perhaps you can tell me what the Golden Tower knows of their movements?"

"The Golden Tower possesses intelligence indicating a southern migration," Krysaalis said, deflecting.

"Vague," Cedrik grunted. "As always. We are fighting ghosts, and your Council sends us riddles."

He turned his back on her, facing the helmsman. He spoke to Talathis as one speaks to a tool that is slightly out of calibration.

"The wind is shifting, Mister Dawntreader," Cedrik barked. "Stop flirting with the cargo and watch the luff of the mainsail. You're losing velocity. Tighten your line."

Talathis’s jaw tightened. A muscle jumped in his cheek, but he did not look at his father. He looked at the water.

"Aye, Captain," Talathis said, his voice stripped of all personality. "Adjusting heading two degrees port."

"The reef does not care if you are looking at a lady," Cedrik muttered, loud enough for Krysaalis to hear. "Keep your eyes on the water. If you lose the wind, you lose the ship."

Cedrik walked to the rail, scanning the horizon with a brass spyglass. He had effectively re-established the hierarchy. There was the Command, there was the Asset, and there was the Instrument.

Krysaalis looked at Talathis once again. He refused to meet her gaze, staring fixedly at the compass, his knuckles white on the wheel.

She pulled her cloak tighter around her shoulders and turned away, retreating to the taffrail to watch the wake. She would not be the distraction. She would be the silence.

 

 

The sun did not simply set in the Eleysian Strait; it bruised the horizon.

As the last of the great golden eye of Elos slipped into the distant water, the sky turned a deep, violent purple—the color of old wine and fresh trauma. The sailors called it the "Bruising Hour."

Krysaalis sat on a coil of hemp rope on the high poop deck. In her lap sat her hand-harp, a small, crescent-shaped instrument carved from pale ash wood.

She plucked a single string. Plink.

The note was thin against the vast, crushing silence of the ocean. She tightened the peg, tuning the string not to a pitch pipe, but to the humidity of the air.

She began to play.

It was the Duskbringer Rite. The melody was slow, descending in complex arpeggios that mimicked the falling of the light. It was heavy music, designed to drag the spirit down into rest.

"You're dragging the anchor."

The voice was quiet, blending with the wind.

Krysaalis opened her eyes. Talathis Dawntreader stood near the mizzenmast. He had finished his watch at the helm. He leaned against the wood, his arms crossed.

"It is a funeral rite," Krysaalis said. "It is constructed to feel... unresolved."

"No," Talathis said, stepping closer. He looked at the harp strings. "The sound is too heavy. You’re fighting the air. Listen to the wind in the lines—it’s high, tight. You’re playing something that wants to sink."

Krysaalis blinked. Most sailors heard music as entertainment. Talathis heard it as friction.

"It is the Hymn of Asharavae," she explained, slipping back into her formal persona. "We accompany the solar descent so that She may carry the souls of the departed across the bridge to the Night."

"The dead don't need a bridge," Talathis murmured. He pointed upward to a pair of bright stars twinkling near the zenith. "They navigate by The Guardians. See them? The Brothers."

Krysaalis followed his gaze.

"Those are not brothers, Master Dawntreader," she corrected gently. "That is the delineation of the Schism. You are observing Therys and Asharavae. The Sisters. One rules the wave, the other the flame. They are separated by the horizon, forever chasing one another."

Talathis looked at the stars, then back at her. He seemed to be re-mapping the sky in his mind, testing the structural integrity of her story against his own.

"Sisters," he mused. "That... makes more sense. Brothers would have killed each other by now."

A small, genuine smile touched his lips. It transformed his face, softening the hard lines of the wolf-tamer.

Krysaalis stared at him. "You speak the language of the Composition," she said softly. "You hear the notes."

"I hear the drag, My Lady," Talathis said, his gaze dropping to her harp. "And right now, your lower string is slack. The dampness is swelling the wood. It’s inefficient."

Krysaalis laughed. It was a short, startled sound.

"You are a romantic, Master Dawntreader," she teased. "Truly."

"I am a sailor," Talathis replied, the smile lingering in his eyes. "Romance gets you—"

"FIRE ON THE WATER!"

The scream shattered the twilight.

It came from the crow’s nest, a raw, panicked shriek that cut through the peace like a serrated blade.

"FIRE! DEAD AHEAD! TWO POINTS OFF STARBOARD!"

The smile vanished from Talathis’s face. The mechanic was gone; the Wolf returned. He spun around, vaulting over the rail to the quarterdeck in a single fluid motion.

"All hands!" Talathis roared, his voice booming with the authority of the storm. "Stand to! Gun crews to the rail!"

Krysaalis scrambled to her feet, clutching her harp to her chest like a shield. She rushed to the rail.

At first, she saw nothing but the swollen purple of the twilight.

Then, she saw the scar.

A column of thick, oily black smoke was rising against the violet sky. Beneath it, flickering like a dying ember on the vast expanse of the water, was a ship.

It was burning.

"Captain to the deck!" Talathis shouted, grabbing the spyglass. He snapped it open and trained it on the fire.

Krysaalis watched him. She saw his shoulders stiffen.

"What is the designation?" she whispered.

Talathis lowered the glass. He looked at the burning ship, then back at the helm where Cedrik was already charging up the ladder.

"It is the Loping Lynx," Talathis said, his voice carrying the weight of a grave marker. "And she is listing."

The trap was sprung. The twilight was over. The night had arrived.

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