Minds Eye #3: Abuse isn't always what you think

I'll never forgive you.

I beg. I plead.

...but you never change your cruel ways.

Abuse, that's what it is.

Pushing my buttons as if I was nothing.

It proves to me you have no heart.

You just use me and ignore me.

You told me that I made your life brighter.

That with me, you could always find your way.

Now, even your touch in the middle of the night makes me feel violated. Slapped if I don't give you what you want.

No, I'll never forgive you.

Especially with all the other women in the house.

WHO AM I?